wonderland
I am the opposite of what you need
But I write these words filled with greed
I need to share them, with someone who knows
Unfortunately that’s you, stranger,
Here I go:
My unwell mind is content
In delusions of love
And when the daylight comes
I wake up and I feel crushed
You are a mirage and I am wandering the desert of my parched and thirsty soul,
I have made an oasis in my broken heart
A false vision, a hopeful projection
Two strangers on a screen
I love this movie
I don’t know you, and you don’t know me
I have created this wonderland, I have to close my eyes to see
I sit on a bench, my stranger is nothing but a fool probably lost in a wonderland too
A childlike curiosity and a grown womans desire, of finding another dreamer in the wonderland of thoughts.
I’ll be on this bench, waiting for you in wonderland until the world ends and then we can start again maybe next time, we can be two kids, playing in the sand.



…”I have to close my eyes to see”… love this. you emit the beauty that lies deep inside tragedy.